It’s 5:32 in the morning as I started writing this.
I’m currently waiting for my Baby to wake up. I know it’s too early for her to be up but I just can’t help it. The moment I wake up, I look at my phone to see if one of the texts I received was from her. She’s my first thought every morning. I wait for her to wake up the moment I open my eyes. I feel like I love her more every time I wake up. I remember how lucky and blessed I am to have her in my life. :)
I love you, Babe. I love everything about you. I love the way you smile whenever I tell you I love you or give you something. I love the way you hug me, kiss me and hold me. I love the way you take care of me and act like an older sister to me. I love the way you don’t know what to do when I’m mad. Hehehe. Though it kinda annoys me. Weird. But you not knowing what to do makes me feel so new and fresh, so in love. I don’t want us to be a boring couple whose days are so predictable. And it reminds me that there are still a lot of things to know about each other and we have plenty of time for that. I love talking to you. Though I do most of the talking and all you do is laugh and listen. I love the way you love me. I love loving you.
Waking up this morning after two hours of sleep made me realize a lot of things. I’m sorry if I raise my voice on you, I’m sorry if I get pissed at you, I’m sorry if you suffer from all the stress I feel because of my life’s bullshit. I know I get mad at you a lot. I know I get mad at you because of certain things I know I shouldn’t be. I’m sorry if I get mad at you for not being someone I’m used to. I guess I got used to someone’s company too much that I forgot what it feels like to be with somebody else. I’m sorry for wanting to be loved the way I felt loved before. Baby, I love you. And love me the way you want to, I won’t complain. :) Be yourself with me. Be your usual boring self. Hehehe, joke. I want to know you. I want to love you, and not the person I want you to be.
I’m sorry, Baby. I love you. So much. And please wake up now. :|
This is like my first blog about you and it’s not even sad or broken. Hihihih. I love youuuu!! :*
WILL YOU STILL LOVE ME IN THE MORNING?
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Forever and ever, Babe :) :*
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